Monday, June 29, 2009

Me derite un ojo y me hacer llorar en los otros dos



Its a line from the play that I am in. Watching this play unfold itself has been quite an adventure. from reading it trying to understand it and creating the characters from the ground up, has been worthwhile. It has had its frustrating moments (like any other thing you might do in your life that is a challenge) and its had its great moments(typical). I've meet a wide variety of characters. People of which I never would have thought of interacting with, or even befriending. i don't know if its safe to say similar people, similar in the sense that they cant stay still... snake like people who feel their bodies can express life itself.. and I believe they can. They are no Will Ferrell or Al Pacino's but they are the folks who do theatre. Who do this just because it brings pure enjoyment into their lives. They will make you believe that they are a cat.. to say the least and you would believe them, and say"Juan that Is a tall cat!!" and I would say "No no my friend that is not a giant cat that is a person their name is...."What a great opportunity it is to be a part of this.To be able to enjoy the company of other people who are like myself giant monkeys who cant stay still...who enjoy the concept of being someone else, just for the sake of being someone else.. not for the money, but for the pure pleasure of it!
Showtime is coming up soon.. Can I do this can I pull this thru??!
We will soon find out!!
What a challenge!!!!

--
Juan

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Sunday, June 28, 2009

well how you like that ??

Again I am in question as to what God wants me to do. Where does he want me to go. I have moved on from a situation and have been able to heal rather well. I've been able to (on top of that) grow in areas I didn't really think about, areas in which up until now are able to take a good hammering. God has renewed, refreshed, restrengthened, reformed and transformed me in ways I couldn't imagine.
So as I loose myself, as I sit in the sand of my thoughts, feel the waves of my imagination and try to not re-invent myself but make my sand castle out of it all.
In hopes that they don't get washed away by new ideas...but why would I mind, new ideas refresh and strengthen old ones. more water and sand strengthens the brick.. but I need to build them all upon a rock. so they wont be washed away. Strengthen by a better foundation, and begin building with better material..which is surrounded by my thoughts and clashed with by my imagination my foundation will never be shaken or stirred.
It can never fall....