Ever Wonder

I'm just wondering, about those times when you meet people......what affect it has in the world ?...Well more like in your world. Where do the planets align and where to they collide? Where and when did things go wrong? Why and how did you manage to Fuck things up? How and where will you make things up? How did she at one point meant the world to you and where in that time line did she manage to become your worst enemy?
Is the bed where you two will meet and make peace? or will it be be lost at the touch of that kiss? Can you two ever combine words without emotion and somehow come out on top of your game? and on top of that manage to show how much you feel for her and the same time show her how much you didn't meant to hurt her? Will she ever forgive or ask you to forgive her? Will she ever hug you and stop playing with you?
You find her so beautiful but she still hurts you......When do you meet someone else, how do you know that she would ever respond the same way? What can you do to convince her that being with you will be not just a walk in the clouds but also a walk on ground. not an empty hand caressing her, but a man loving her? How do you check yourself before you repeat yourself?
How do you know she won't hurt you? Ever notice a pattern? In you ?........In her?....Ever wonder how you will get out that cycle? Where in the midst of your fights does your heart stay together and when do they spread apart?
Can you ever love enough to see her die? Be by her side as she fades thru time? Would you ever get that rock? slap her some skin hug her goodbye and surprise her with a? Hey girl BTW Do you mind doing me the honor of ...............................