Saturday, July 12, 2008

What The??!!

What The?!! that is exactly what I felt when I was at work the other day.
after having to restrain 3 of the 5 students in the unit I work in and being bitten by 1 of them and being kicked by 4 of them, I sat down in the hallway as the students were getting ready for bed, a nostalgic feeling came over me, and I realize I was in a dream...except in reality I was awake, I wasn't dreaming, but I was remembering a dream I had many moons ago. When I was a few years old(10 or so ...probably older) were I was in that same hallway working those kind of kids. I do as if God has been showing me what is to come in my life over the years and never really showed me at the same time, its not like I can do something about it because as soon as I dreamt it I vaguely remembered the dream, and then again who can take their dreams seriously. maybe the dream was closer than I think it is. maybe I didn't dream it so long ago as I like to think. .
Is this a part of my chess game of life is this a stradtegy to get to my goal in life?
I guess I will never know. ............

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