In the midst of all my troubles,...well the core of it all I come to realize that I have been dealing with Saul. Saul who tried to kill David, Saul who planned and schemed against God's anointed behind their backs, who slaughtered those who wore the priestly robes and worshiped God. I don't think I'm an anointed one, I also don't think there is much or anything special to me. I believe to be an average Joe, but as I read 1 Samuel and so on. I see how Saul behaved, how he went from one feeling and went straight to its complete opposite. How his words were never stable and his actions spoke of what was in his heart. What pure ungodly things were in his heart. I believe that I dealt or am dealing with the same thing. I am dealing with Saul....
And like David, in all the opportunities I had to act out in rage, to take my vengeance, to fight for what I thought was right. I turned my back to and did what I would hope be what God wanted me to do. I pray that my Saul finds the Lord, that they may gain fear of Our precious Lord our God, and that they may see how His grace and love is sufficient and that they may try to rectify their lives according to God's will. which ever it is.
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Very well put. I like where your head is at with all of the things that are going on in your life.
Thanks man, I appreciate that a lot.
I tried to find logic in the purpose for this journey that I underwent, as to how this was going to help me later on, and all I could come up with was weather or not I was going to meet someone in my life directly and or indirectly whom can encounter or is going to encounter a similar situation if not worse. I am going to be there to help them up? I can't seem to think anything past this but I am then reminded that question "How can we find logic in God?" can we find logic in how he works? His right hand works in mysterious ways...logic has no knowledge of His vast and divine wisdom and power. In fact it limits His power to our logic our minds..our small incomparable minds..so I leave it at that. I may not fully understand why this occured what was the full lesson that I was suppose to learn...I feel I am missing something but I will figure it out. The wound has dried but moving that joint still hurts and I need some mental physical therapy to heal that area.
If that makes any sense!
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