then?..that meant?....

I look at every nook and cranny in my life. every crevice that my mind has and wonder why are you there?
Why are you and your friends fighting in my head? Thoughts, Ponders, Ideas, nightmares, dreams, curiosities, headaches, and my imagination.. What are you doing?
I "over do" you guys way too much. why can't you leave me alone? Why can't you just calm down? why don't you just chill out? Stop running at night and let me sleep? Stop looking into everything they say. STOP THINKING! Stop giving me hope, stop confusing my ideas. Stop distracting me from God's work, If only I can get rid of you!
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