Did I....?

Oh Lord....
Did I do wrong?...Did I jump ahead? Did I run ahead of you and ruined your plans? Did I forget where you were at? Did I not hear you? Could you lease repeat what you said?.. Don't let me fall down and get hurt.....It hurts. It fills my heart with pain.. I worry at times and I know that I'm stubborn at times.. I'm sorry Lord. I knwo I can get ahead of myself. Abbahold me tight, don't let my heart be filled with sorrow. Don't let me go through that again... Teach me to be patient.. to just look towards you. To be able to wait on you..Did I do what you wanted me to? Am I putting a smile on your face.. Don't let me wonder off..Yes it has..for Your grace has made me righteous, Your rgace has left me walking in the clouds. Yuor blood has cleared that stain that couldn't be cleansed.. Your love will always guide me. You have amde your promises and you never let me down. Fill my heart heart with hoe and guide my thoughts for good. I grow tired of my walks and my stubbornness and I am ready to listen to your command. Fill me, tell me, Guide me.. Oh Lord you are my escape. You turn frowns upside down right side up and all around , you bring me peace and joy. Oh Lord don't let me fall again.. dont let my heart be stricken with pain.. I'm too weak for that my Lord. I shrivel with just a thought..of going down that path again.. Lighten me up and teach me what it means to just HAVE you... to JUSt need you...to JUST folow you...and ....YOU
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Juan